Still Stressed!!

Ach. So back to school after Thanksgiving... GREAT.

And I'm constantly having mini panic attacks about my paper for a class. It was seriously the worst thing I have ever written because (1) the topic was obscure, (2) I can't THINK! or write, (3) I was under a lot of pressure at the time (and still am), and (4) I just couldn't get into the topic. I very much like to read about Art instead of researching about it -- my knowledge of Egypt's history isn't comprehensive enough!!! And I just keep thinking about how my professor is going to react to it -- I just imagine her shaking her head, and calling me up to express a great sense of disappointment. So until Friday (oh, dear lord), I will be having minor heart attacks and feeling the scaredy-cat chemicals shoot through my veins and arteries. It is not a good feeling. Oh no...

Everything is so strange this semester -- I never usually get so panicked about school work. But lately, I have just had a heightened sense of anxiety about everything, quizzes, tests, papers, experiments, etc.. I have too much to do but I can't concentrate. I have to turn in quality work, but all I turn in is poop. And I'm oh-so-tired. What to do...